Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Dear Paxton,

It's a sad night my love. We got sad news that makes my heartbreak. I swear helplessness is one of the worst feelings in the world. My heart hurts for a lot of people right now. It is hard to feel this sadness without wanting to hold on to you a little tighter and kiss you a little longer. You are my world. I have told you before and I'll say it again, there is not a person on the face of the planet that could make my any happier. I chose you eleven years ago and I will choose you everyday from here to eternity. Of all the successes I've ever had, of every achievement I've ever earned, none means more to me than my marriage. I see your grandparents; him, tall and skinny as ever and her, fragile and bent and I love the tender way he takes care of her and how much love you see in her wrinkled face when she looks back at him. That is you and me in fifty years, (only I'll be the one taking care of you :) You have my heart forever.
Your adoring wife,
Jaymie

2 comments:

Erin Mason said...

Rough time.

Jenni Rollins said...

I love you, Jaymie. I don't know what's been going on for you guys, but you're in my prayers.